small droplets of water rolled in as i raced through the evening rain. light fragments dissolved and refracted off the little specks of water as the wind pooled them into moving rivers. thoughts of excess and living rampantly ping-ponged inside of me while street lights blurred off into the rear view mirror like distant memories. i pondered for a moment where i was – and i was still there.
i long to be continuously self-motivated. motivation comes to me in spurts (more not than often) and when those peaks of “go!” begin to wane away i grasp at its dissipating trails and beg for it to stay. they usually never listen as they race off into the light leaving me behind to slink away.
i’m going to work. buzz me if you know how to get in touch with me – i’d like to hear what you’ve been up to, i’d like the company.