Jun 03


droplets fluttered around us on that soft friday evening, falling and rising. you turned your back to me and i leaned in to capture your aroma. reaching in there was softness and warmth, and you stepped towards it and accepted. within, my mind raced; so many questions, so many without answers. i knew that time would work both for and against us, so i took what i could. sadness and happiness crashed, leaving nothing certain except for a rising sun and a sky above. synchronize you whispered and i chuckled. of course i will was my reply and we parted ways.

thinking. analyzing. cautioners. go.

Jun 03


yikes, i am dangerously low on spendable cash and find myself constantly juggling numbers in my head. work is making my brain melt into a soppy, yellow liquid, which wants to drain out of every available orifice in my head. not feeling particularly tired since i did manage to get a big chunk of sleep last night, but the rash of warm – strike that – hot days has made me lethargic and yearning for a cold room to pass out in.

i find it interesting that a few of of my caucasian female friends, including my girlfriend(?), tan and enjoy it to a certain degree; being someone of filipino descent has blessed/cursed me with a year round tan, and while i don’t find anything wrong with tanning in any way, the idea of me staying out in the sun for prolonged periods of time to specifically get darker is in no way appealing. in fact, i tend to slink away from standing out in the sun as much as possible. although i enjoy sunlight thoroughly, having all that light beating incessantly down on me actually makes me kind of uncomfortable.

oh, and i am incredibly bored.

Jun 03


baaaaaa do dee da de do baaaaaa do dee da de do baaaaaa do dee da de do.

thought: snickers ice cream cone

names and dates on a post-it note.

anne – may 19

meg – may 22

katharine – may 22

mom – june 1

joe – june 6

alex – june 7

leyla – june 8

mieziele – june 24

last 10 songs played: (song, artist, album)

unkle main title theme, unkle, psyence fiction

maetl, autechre, incunabula

saints & sinners, pushin too hard, dirty trancing

second bad vilbel, autechre, tri repetae++

capitan nemo/escape, various artists, five star galaxy part two

how will i know, cousteau, cousteau

better?, propellerheads, decksanddrumsandrockandroll

tension 2, blue man group, audio

cosmonaut, capitol k, sounds of the empire

tnt, tortoise, tnt

lack of sleep again last night, a possible 13 hour sleep session tonight.