{"id":69,"date":"2003-07-30T11:52:12","date_gmt":"2003-07-30T11:52:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/2003\/07\/hysterical\/"},"modified":"2003-07-30T11:52:12","modified_gmt":"2003-07-30T11:52:12","slug":"hysterical","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/2003\/07\/hysterical\/","title":{"rendered":"hysterical"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>my brain tickles on velutinous, my body searing on apogee.  i&#8217;ve been riding on a buzz that just won&#8217;t let me go, but it&#8217;s not like i have a round trip ticket back home.  smells permeate off my body, reminding me, cajoling me to appease my ideas and thoughts, to bring me back where i feel safe and desired.<\/p>\n<p>cruising on an endless road i laugh in hysterical wonder at what lady luck has brought me.<\/p>\n<p>can it be true?<\/p>\n<p>can it be real?<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;ll always question it, i&#8217;ll always ponder.  that&#8217;s just my nature.  not the direct act itself, not the feelings or the senses that overwhelm me, but rather the blurry future that it offers.  i know it&#8217;s authentic &#8211; it reeks of genuine &#8211; but even then i find it surreally amazing.  i always will, even if it doesn&#8217;t happen to me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>my brain tickles on velutinous, my body searing on apogee. i&#8217;ve been riding on a buzz that just won&#8217;t let me go, but it&#8217;s not like i have a round trip ticket back home. smells permeate off my body, reminding me, cajoling me to appease my ideas and thoughts, to bring me back where i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-69","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=69"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=69"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=69"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.palesky.com\/life\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=69"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}