i am walking up the stair to the second floor of a wooden house. it’s like a big treehouse like they have in swiss family robinson. it’s night, the air is hot. i am sweating because of heat. i am calm, yet anxious. i see ria sitting on a cot. i approach her and we talk, she says something along the lines of “size matters but you definitely don’t have to worry”. i am calmed, we proceed.