05
Jun 03

onset

work is relentless. the days have been dragging and the number of projects i need to finish keep piling up. sleep has been irregular at best, and when i wake up i feel restless and groggy, like waking up from a hangover. i turned down several offers to hang out yesterday because of the high amount of fatigue my body had been accumulating, choosing to sleep a good 12 hours instead of listening to jam music and dancing.

regardless, i’ve been in a good mood. with a constant grin on my face, one would think that everything is going well in the world. things are certainly looking up and with the onset of lazy summer days ahead (at least in the afternoons and evenings, right?), i can only hope that more good events will fall into place.

now to start getting more active again so that the little growing buddha belly that has decided to take residence on my torso gets the message to pack up and get the hell out of dodge. ahh, to be healthy and cut again – that’s what i should be striving for. now if i can somehow avoid eating cheese.

hmmmmm, cheese.


03
Jun 03

possibilities

my mind elates, my heart feels exceptional. she is beautiful and the wonder and life in her eyes makes me smile uncontrollably; i desire more. i feel calm and excellent, and yet my mind stumbles like an unsure young little boy, uncertain of the road ahead and yet aware of the wondrous possibilities.